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Wednesday, 11 November 2009

  • Today I am 14 weeks preggo.
    My bellys starting to stick out a little bit....
    and thank jesus Im not puking non stop anymore.
    only sometimes.
    Went to the doctor...heard the heartbeat...everythings good.
    One thing Im ready for is to be able to eat like myself again.
    I love eating. But since Ive been pregnant I havent been able to eat real food without puking.
    mmmmm.....I want speghetti.
    anyway...Im home alone like usual.
    Everyones at work. Its not so bad though.
    Its nice sometimes.
    Oh I have to get more blood drawn today cause last time they had to draw 7 fucking tubes of blood.
    Half way through I was like ahhh thats enough you must stop now.
    So Im eating a bowl of dry cheerios.
    and having a headache.
    I actually have something to write about now.

    Im gonna watch court tv and stuff so bye.


Tuesday, 22 September 2009

Wednesday, 19 August 2009

  • wow....

    I just looked back at all of my previous posts.
    I never realized how depressed and pathetic I was.
    I've come a long way since me and Sua first started dating.

    I was all like I hate my life (whine)....I'm so mad (bitch)....cry cry cry.
    It made me want to punch my old self in the face.
    I'm glad I'm not like that anymore.

    I realized that both me and Sua have come a long way since then.
    We were both all depressed and hated our lives, but now we're completely happy.
    I think we helped each other get to this point.
    We needed each other to get us through that and keep each other strong.

    We finally made it through all that mess.
    We still need each other and we always will.

    I love you baby.

  • So now....

    I'm finally where I want to be.
    I live in Minnesota with Sua and his family.
    It was sort of unexpected.
    I just came to visit for a while and they were like hey you should stay here.

    I was like chikka chikka yeahhh.

    But anyway....
    Sua got a job a few days ago working at some food packing company.
    He actually packs nuts so I find that pretty funny.

    I really like it here.
    I can not wait until winter.
    They get like tons and tons of snow.
    Like -20 degrees.
    wowza.

    There are 11 people that live in this house.
    Its pretty rad.
    The food goes by really fast but I like having lots of people.
    It makes things more fun.
    Since they're all his older brothers and sisters, they're all in their 20s and pretty cool.
    I'm learning to speak their language.
    I really need to cause it bugs the shit out of me when they talk to each other and I can't understand.
    Oh  yeah....everyday, there's some sort of Asian-type food made.
    It makes me happy.
    His sister in law actually taught me to make sushi.

    I'm happpy.

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    lata.

Thursday, 18 June 2009

  • bleh....

    Sua's moving to Minnesota in two days.

    it sucks.

    I'm going to my dads house for a while.

    I don't have much to say....

    I feel pretty numb right now.

    I'm trying not to think about being without him for so long but it keeps entering my mind.

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